I joined painting
competition many times before but I failed, yes I failed- I considered it a failure
because I didn’t win, if not rejected. I
was angry and hated God for a while. But I came back to my senses and I asked
forgiveness. I asked Him why? I’ve found the answer only now when I’m beginning
to be closer to God. He let me understand the difference between presumption
and faith. I was just too proud, presumptuous and I believed my self’s capability
not God.
