Judgment

I passed judgment to others even if only in my thoughts, but in the mind of God I judged. My judgment stuck in my brain I didn’t dare to say sorry to God, I thought it was okay because nobody knew it. When the day came when I was also being judged with the same thing I was hurt and I realized that God wasn’t pleased of my thoughts.

Believe

I joined painting competition many times before but I failed, yes I failed- I considered it a failure because I didn’t win, if not rejected.  I was angry and hated God for a while. But I came back to my senses and I asked forgiveness. I asked Him why? I’ve found the answer only now when I’m beginning to be closer to God. He let me understand the difference between presumption and faith. I was just too proud, presumptuous and I believed my self’s capability not God.